Maybe rye with caraway.
Overheard a guy saying that he can't do something or other. I have heard him say things like that directly to me before, but from a distance it just sounded whiney. He is stuck. I know a few guys like that. I know of myself that I can be like that also. But when I want something, I do make it happen, I just have to want it bad enough. I wanted to go to Vancouver Island. I wanted to come to Israel, I wanted to go to yeshiva, I wanted to get married.
There is still a block. I am making the same mistake over and over again. I just had a job tutoring, I got a lot out of it, but I wasn't going out of my way to get feedback from the boss. On my last day I got a lot of feedback and realized that if I had just got that same feedback all along, I would have done a better job.
There is no relying on others, when you go out into this world to get your hands dirty (by building the world in a kosher way, I mean, farmers get their hands dirty), you have to make it happen.
There is prayer and effort.
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